Lou Caramelo.

Friday, June 19, 2009

Did i regret?

I'm not sure.

Did i made the right decision?
Am i supposed to choose this way?
Should I leave?
Or should I run?
Am I being being honest to myself?
Where i went wrong?

Though,
It had been a week for me to decide, somehow...
I felt something went wrong.

It's the toughest choice i had to choose.
My face or love.
The truth hurts, the lies worst.

By staying or leaving, it's just the matter of different obstacles and challenges we have to face in the future.
So, whichever decision we have already made, just be prepared to face another hurdles.
No one free from mistakes, and
no one free from problems.
Those tough peoples, are those who have already gone through many obstacles.

6:00 AM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

I'm cutting my hair soon!
But I don't mind.
Haha.
Cause this will be the last time I'll cut it short.

Soon enough(after my 'o' level), I'll make sure I do some other styles.
Dreadlocks? Ponytail? Bald? Mohawk? Afro?
Come on dude we are teenagers aren't us?
Try different kinds/styles of fashions,trends.
I'll bet their life would be plain and dull without these changes.
See u changed soon.
(=

10:05 AM

Huh?
Sitting on the floor of the cabin?
Sane? Insane?
Oh god.
Please, somebody help me explain this.
Why should her? Why should that young lady landed there?
There were seats,i saw those empty seats(excluding the 'priority seat'),I swear!

Just assumed some possible reasons to ease/satisfy my thoughts!
Maybe:

- She was too tired?(naahh)
- She was too stressed?
- She's shameless?
- She's a bit too emotional?
- Dared by her friends?(naahh)
- Out of mind. I didn't mention crazy. Cause it sounds rude.But I'm referring to it.
- She was too phobia to take those empty seats? Maybe she'd encountered a situation whereby some elderies or whoever needs the seat more than she did asked her to be more considerate towards them by giving up the seat.
Hmm.

There are lots of reasons playing through my mind right now.
I just couldn't be sure which was/were her reason/s.
I just hope I could have the chance to speak and talk to her, telling or maybe even introduce her about lives on Earth.
Maybe she need some guidance?. Yeaahh.. Every human does. (=

And by the way, I was just too afraid to look at her just now.
It's not that I was afraid if she caught me eying on her.
But, I would rather see a ghost than hearing some startling sentences like 'hey,remember me?', 'Are you Hyder?', 'Hey, long time never CONTACT me?'
Cause if that happens, what could those other passenger's view of me?
Hmm.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE WORLD!

p/s. keke,padan muke kau shaq!

9:09 AM

Finally we had our 'holiday break?'. Haha.
Honestly I enjoyed myself. (=
Thanks to Shaq for organizing this.
But, eh bdak, after this concentrate on studies! Haha.

8:58 AM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Sex?

There's nothing to talk about of married couples having sex. It's okay (=. Their own time and own target, at their own pace. It's just the matter of hyperactive or weak. (=

But.

For those teens couples already had sex, I'm not saying they made the wrong decision neither do i say it's the best thing to do in relationship.

Firstly.
What is sex?

Other than gender, it's something that couples having fun together. It's a symbol of love. it must have a stable, faith, trustable relationship in order not to regret in the future.

Men get laid, but women get screwed.
Ladies would get screwed. Definitely she can't expect a virgin guy to marry her. Cause even if the lady lied and if the lady does, the earliest he could get to know would be as early as the first night?.

Ladies can't have their virginity back after they have lose it. It'll be an issue when she'll be marrying a guy. Too bad ladies. But as for men, HAHA. It's only lies and honesty matters.

Sex is leisure. A gift for LOVE. And i mean, true love. A time that everyone should wait patiently for their first night or honeymoon.

Life without sex might be safer but it would be unbearably dull. It is the sex instinct which makes women seem beautiful, which they are once in a blue moon, and men seem wise and brave, which they never are at all.

But what's wrong with the world,dude?
Sex is just like a disease or game that peoples could have it without hesitation.
I mean, we are human. One of the difference between humans and animals is that, human could think wisely and better.
Why must they treat sex as how animals do.
Jealous of animal's capability? Or what?

Now there are even tradings of one's most precious parts.
Prostitution? Oh ya. When a guy goes to a hooker, he's not paying her for sex, he's paying her to leave. That's how cruel can this be.

Homosexual? - Oh sh*t!. Bapok really freak me out!. God damn!.

I won't talk any further about this issue cause it really pissed me off for some reasons. (=

Btw, Shams, I've done it!.

8:14 AM

Monday, June 15, 2009

I got to say this.

I thought by just keeping quiet, it could probably cools down the heat.
And I thought my tears will extinguish the flame soon enough.
But.
Neither do the flame cools down,nor maintain the heat.
Yet it's burning deeply down.

There's so many questions u left unanswered.
There's so many answer that does not satisfies.

How convinced can i be?
Or
How soon for me to give you an answer.
I'll bet, never could it be soon.

Guess, although
Its gonna burn for me to say this.
But it's coming from my heart.
Really long time coming,but it seems to felt apart.
I really wanna work this out.
But I don't think it's gonna change me.
I do, but you don't.
I think it's the best way we go our separate ways.
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship?
When i hurt you, I'm not happy,
PLUS
There's so many other things i got to deal with.
I think that we should let it burn.

11:09 PM

Every lie defines who you really are.
One's attitude is a little thing that makes a big diffrence.

&

Hey

If you don't think everyday is a good day, then, try missing one.
Or worst still, just don't think there's still tomorrow for you as no one knows when they'll meet their own death doors.

As there's some saying, ' Every day may not be good but there's something good in everyday.

Enjoy your days ahead!

(=

10:34 AM

-He who sings, scares away his woes-

Undoubtedly.
When you sing, u feel the lyrics, focusing tend to tune the melody sweeter and softer & meditates.
It could slows down the heartbeat.
And keeps you busy,preventing you from thinking other thing except singing.

PLUS
(+)
Music is just like a poetry of the air.

Everyone has their own particular sorrows, loves, delights. But sorrow, gladness, yearning, hope, love, belong to all of us, in all times and in all places.
Music is the only means whereby we feel these emotions in their universality.

&

Its language is a language which the soul alone understands it, and which the soul can never translate it.

(=

Appreciate music, and sing more but not in public places please. I swear I'll err...put on my headset.

9:59 AM

Friday, June 12, 2009

I'M SICK AND TIRED!
FCUK OFF!

If u think just by apologizing works, think again!

9:15 PM

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Olny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.

cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy,

it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.

Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if
you can raed tihs psas it on !!

5:45 AM

-CHECK THIS OUT-

Count every ' F ' in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...

(SEE BELOW)

HOW MANY ?

WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke.
READ IT AGAIN !
Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.

The reasoning behind is further down.

The b rain cannot process 'OF'.

5:39 AM