Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Work is getting better in fact. I could handle more and more things that was once a tough and a challenge to me. All of my efforts in asking and hard work in sustaining has shown my seniors that I'm one reliable person at work. Eventhough some of my colleagues are just not suitable for me. But who cares? It's the money we're looking for not the workmates.
Anyway, god, I don't understand u, cheka. I don't know what are you up to. I was being true to you all this while and there u went saying it's better for me to lie the next time. What on earth was that supposed to mean. I don't know. I thought you were ladylike, genteel, refined young woman. With a fragile heart. But the way you react with some things don't seems to prove those right. It has been already 3 times u said that. Do u ever think about my feelings? And now you want to spend time with your friends just to forget the shits that 'I' created? Leaving me miserably hurt? Yes, you're doing that for your information. You've got the easiest way out. 'sorry'. That's the word. After all, at the end of time, 'sorry' would solve everything. yeah, it's better to apologise. In fact, it's good. But you're just misusing it. You can just lie down on bed, relaxing happily at home, enjoying with all your friends, leaving me alone thinking how the fcuk am i supposed to solve these problems. I've given you many solutions to many things. When is your turn? Waiting for my message? Don't crap please. Maybe YOU are the one who is just sick and tired of me. I don't know. This time round, it's your effort. I'm not going to solve this. If separate is the best way for you, so be it. Let it be the fourth, and the LAST time you're saying it.
11:02 AM
